QOTD: i fell for you painfully and hard, and i don't want to recover.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

photo taG ! d[-_-]b

1. the age you'll be on your next birthday

2. a place you'd like to travel to
3. your favourite place
where ever my heart is.


4. your favourite food
avery's ice cream *giggles*


5. your favourite pet
and like all pets, this pet which i purchased from facebook must be feed regularly with love and bullied *cough*
i mean, played with with love as well ;p


6. your favourite colour combination
colours of the ocean: green, aquamarine, turquoise, blue...


7. your favourite piece of clothing



8. your all time favourite song



9. your favourie telly show

gossip girl !


10. first names of your holloywood eye candies



penn, ed and chace



11. the town of which you live in


bandar utama


12. your screen nickname


XU!


13. your first job


14. your dream job


15. a bad habit of yours



16. your worst fear

Monday, October 27, 2008

twenty heartfelts for a 20-year-old

Tagged by the very happeningly scandalous leeniepoo

Remove one question from below and add in your own personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What is your ambition?
A professional psychedelic drug distributor by day and a freelance dancer by night

2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
In the past, kinda often; but now in the present, I’ve slowly learnt to accept the fact that shit happens and things never really go the way you want them to. You’re talking to the girl here whose dad never let her become a nutritionist but wanted her to become a pharmacist though she has never aspired to be stuck behind a medicinal counter for life. In the end, he even chooses her place of study though she has begged to defer. Shit happens, deal with it.

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
I think I do, but to survive successfully in this dog-eat-dog world, i am current still doubting myself.

4. How many babies do you want?
If it’s financial wise for me to do so, i’d say 3 or 4.

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Literally? Yes. Figuratively? Yes as well.

6. What’s your goal next year?
To figure out my goal for the year after the next...
Baahh, narh!!!
To academically succeed and financially support myself to be with the ones I love.

7. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yes, it’s all about giving it a chance and believing.

8. What’s a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you? (List 10)
Someone who accepts me for who I am; be it on my stormy nights or when i’m as happy as a gypsy. Someone who is understandingly rational. Someone who knows the right thing to say to make me laugh and light up my darkest of days. Someone who loves me and loves me even more for my many faults. Someone who calls me names like “jakun” or “klutz” (although i know that i am one but i stubbornly refuse to admit it) and makes it sound like one of the best things that i've ever heard of myself. Someone who lets me bully them childlish-ly and they not minding it at all. A family man who adores kids as much as I do. A man who still wants to think of himself as a boy but still manages to switch back to the man that he really is. Someone who knows what he is doing in life and is dedicated in his work but still manages to find time for me. Lastly, avery’s the most final best answer I can give to you *grins*

9. What feeling do you love most?
Waking up and watching the person you love most sleeping right beside you.

10. What is your bad habit?
Forgetfulness.

11. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
*puts hands on hips*snaps* shaaaa-boooo-YA!

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
If I considered it a friendship to start of with, then yes.

13. What does flying mean to you?
Peter Pan and finding Neverland. Nevertheless, i say and quote freedom (leeniepoo,2008).

14. What do you currently crave for the most?
A burst of creativity alongside a bowl of kimchi instant noodles *teeehee*

15. Define sexy?
Sweatyly tranced body moving beats at a never-ending rave with the world’s most famous Dutch DJs doing what they do best while the sun rises at the horizon when people of the world unite.

16. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
Leeeeniepoo is “ a bona fide photogenic piece of uber sexyness”

17. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
Learning to love again =]

18. What will you become in 10 years?
Hopefully, successful and united with my other half and seeing that there’s anything left of my youth which I have not done which needs to be done immediately.

19. What is your lucky number?
Se7en.

20. Are you adventurous enough to give trance music a listen?
Been there, done it, and still enjoying it. Give trance a chance.

I tag: the 8 lucky ppl whom I’ve selected firsthand via your chatbox, you know how you are *evil cackle*

Thursday, October 23, 2008

food for thought


what if things are never what you think they seem?
what if it is only you who thinks that you are feeling this way?
what if the regrets come flowing in?
what if you hinder the thoughts of care given?
what if you can't even see them through their disguise anymore?
what if all you had to do was just open up a little bit more?
i guess it may not seem much to you, so go on pick up that cup and drink me in again like you always do

Saturday, October 18, 2008

everyone has their own monstie ;]

everyone, meet monstie
who's definitely bringing SEEEEXAAY BAAACK!
and lovin' every moment of it
what ever you do...
he is always listening and grinning his ass awaaay..
everywhere!!!
where ever you go!!!!
hiding sneakily
in disguise as well
even in your bed
or the shower *ekkkkkks* lurking.....
following your every step
he may also help keep an eye for your friends ;p
basically he is everywere =]



all you gotta do is use your imagination
you're never too old, to stop playing