QOTD: i fell for you painfully and hard, and i don't want to recover.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

quote unquote

" Here...I wanna marry you because you're the first person that I wanna look at when i wake up in the morning and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight, because...the first time that i saw these hands i couldn't imagine not being able to hold them but mainly when you love someone as much as i love you [pause] getting married is the only thing left to do, so... will you... hum... [pause] marry me? " Will Hayes

" With any luck, by next year I'll be going out with one of these girls. [shows pictures of beautiful supermodels] But for now, let me say without hope or agenda, just because it's Christmas and at Christmas you tell the truth: to me, you are perfect and my wasted heart will love you until you look like this [picture of a mummy] Merry Christmas. " Mark

Saturday, June 28, 2008

time waits for no man, but everything takes time

"the universe tends to unfold as it should"
harold and kumar go to white castle

i'd have to agree with harold on that quote as nothing is ever what it may seem and things take time to unfold into their true colours: whether it may be about a person or a situation. time truly is gold, time is everything. all you gotta do is just spare yourself some time to think things through with your heart and of course a lil comon sense, without thoughts of denial or doubt.

ever since i came back from freedom 08 in portdickson, most of the time i spent with the family were as shitty as hell. sisters with their usual exagerated curious doings and imagine having both your parents going thru life's wondrous process of aging. they aint old or anything, but im sure you are familiar with the term mid-life crisis as well as pre-menopausal syndrome. so yea... lung screaming, head aching, mind boggling hormonal changes... hence they need time (hell a lot of time) to accept my true intentions and forgive me for the mistakes i make.

so to those of you out there who might just be going through what i am going through. patience is a virtue, hang in there and your kind deeds will be appreciated in time to come.
well, shit happens i guess *shrugs*
it is after all life, deal with it.

life's like a rainbow; just be willing to put up with a little rain

p.s. i had to quit the waitressing job the very next day of my employment as dadsie changed his mind. so now, thou art paying for my shopping stuff and i can never show my face at RIBS. thank you dadsie. like i said, shit happens people, and so you thought YOU had it bad *think again*

Friday, June 13, 2008

the long waited post, im "like" more than a month late

yea peeps, the Freedom 08 post !!!

before you venture into my world of blinding pictures and head-banding videos, there are a few things i would first like to mention. NEVER in the world EVER go for raves with ppl you do not know well (mos if u are reading this, this doesnt include u because u got me there and we stuck thru the whole nightmare/dream together). NEVER also go with those who do not have the SAME PASSION as you for THE MUSIC, here i am refering to the type of ppl who want to attend the event just to be seen to look cool and drink and drink and eff-ing DRINK till the only thing you gotta listen thru the whole night is you flushing your vomit down the toilet bowl. NEVER as well go with those who's main point of going is to overly hook up with ppl

((and to you, you mofo b*atch if you want a guy's number, u go get it yourself next time and dont get pissed off with me if he wanted my number instead of yours ayt? bludeeh spoilt rich kid. my flipping gaaawd! and i also missed 3 hours of my ferry corsten, and i will never in my life ever EVER EEVEEERR forgive you as well. you, your tummy and your disfigured body better go get a life or just rot in hell with you fugly boho skirt))

--- free your soul, give in to the music ---

.ferry corsten.


.cosmic gate.


[[ all in all, it was a helluva good 2 days. one of the very best in my life for sure (despite the fact that i missed 3 hours of ferry) but still, i got there in one piece and came home in one piece with my ear drums pumping for the next 3 days and i fell sick: sorethroat and love sick ]]

trance gives you, the freedom of living by capturing your soul

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

the part-timer

now, how may i be of your assistance?


Tuesday, June 10, 2008

the remedy


to those of you who may not have known how much i have changed throughout the years, i know you are now starring at my page with your mouths wide open. i'm a grown girl already ok?! *grown girl, hmmm the irony*

the girl needs $$$