QOTD: i fell for you painfully and hard, and i don't want to recover.

Friday, October 26, 2007

ow si kan fei-s huh ?

tomorrow will be the day that was

*pulls out headphones and turns up the volume*

moving on stereo by pakito

don't stop the music by rihanna

plays over and over again

occasionally stopping at

teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift

but then again

pakito and rihanna pumps my beat up
and it feels good

someone take me out dancing

Sunday, October 21, 2007

the hols end today


the title pretty sums up everything doesnt it?!
to be happy or to not be happy, that is the question !!!
people, just because i said that i'd not get emo anymore, it doesnt mean i have got no more feeling ok? dont get me all wrong
i still bleed and tear like everyone else =]
well, i did what i had to do and it was the right thing to do
so may that not trouble me in the future
but incase anything goes wrong, i've got them pepper sprays
so go fug yourself upside down and inside out
and yes the picture...
being hella confused with stuff at the moment
which road should i bludeeh take?
*shrugs*
i so gotta get my mind straight
and get myself back on the highway
takey care ppl of the world
make love not war!
*smirks*

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

living high on life: goodbye emo days


timetostepuponmyfeetonceagain
enoughofemoingandfeelingsorryformyself
cuzmaybelifeisntthaatmuchofabadthingafterall
havegotpplwholovemeandpplwhomilovearoundmeeveryday
sothereshouldnotbetheneedtobeemo
soimgettinghighonlifetoday
timetostartachievingthoseresolutionsonebyone
muaaaaaaaaaaackkkkkkkks!!!!!!


smile like there's no tomorrow

scream cause it all happpened yesterday

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

of lemang and ketupat-s lll








to raub, pahang for a handful of good curry and fried chicken ( at where i met triple L, pn lim lock ling), a pinch o' old bri-ish time architectures and a dash of syiok sendiri-ness.
i'll let the photos do the talking

Sunday, October 14, 2007

of lemang and ketupat-s ll







went to kota tinggi, pahang for a one dat trip yesterday though we were suppose to head off to equitorial for japanese lunch buffet. but it was worth missing the sushi-s and california rolls after all.

of lemang and ketupat-s l

went to k jack's den at aman suria to meet up with his darling and him. later had yuen steamboat buffet dinner at sunway with my wan-tai-foo college buddies excluding mr DARLx who was missing in action as he had to head back to brunei and qiqi couldnt bring his darling along cuz she had to be at the hosp to be with her aunty. hence, i had my brother from another mother to keep me company thruout the night. we started missing watson's prescence after qiqi was talking about the hillarious plate-fork-knife-fighting wars watson and jeff had in tgif, curve last time during funnie's bday bash.

moments of the night
amy isn't as innocent as i thought she was!!! result: the *pinch* and "plug in" joke
then kok yoonie and his turntable/boobies/violin sonata play-offs LoLx
chicken wing race madness (for the love of our 2 winged friends, sadly i have no pics to offer)
lost in some puchong highway with qiqi after a detour route from sunway where we ended up in PJ old town

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

5th december [taGGed]

December 5 is the 339th day of the year (340th in leap years) in the Gregorian calendar. There are 26 days remaining.

3 events
1945 - Flight 19 is lost in the Bermuda Triangle. (hey dun look at me, i wasnt born yet)
1893 - First appearance of an electric car.
1978 - The Soviet Union signs a 'friendship treaty' with the Democratic Republic of Afghanistan.
(make love y'all, not war)
2 births
1901 - Walt Disney, American animated film producer
(hey mickey ur so fine, u so fine u blow my mind)
1985 - Frankie Muniz, American actor (he's actually elder than me, didnt know)

1 holiday
Day of the Ninja (waaaa-yaaaaaaah!)



Instructions:
1. Go to wikipedia and type in your birthday (month and day).
2. Write down 3 events, 2 births, 1 holiday and tag 5 friends.

i tag kar wai, gla, gracey, jianniewei and leeniepoo

Friday, October 05, 2007

the song for the broken (not for the ill-hearted)

there was just something about this image which really caught my eye, maybe it's just the way the tale was told, or may it's just me being me

HINDER " better than me"

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory
I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over

And I can't pretend...

when i heard this song playing on hitz.tv today, all d memories jz started flooding my mind. as the song softly played thru my mind; in the background, i started hearing the first very heart-ful words you said to me on night where it all had begin followed by the way things had ended till the very last kiss.

henceforth, thy tears came. though thee has said that thee shalt not tear no more.

Monday, October 01, 2007

and not forgetting the others...

and of course, i wouldn't have forgotten others who have also left leaving msia... this here goes out to you: orang utan and the msian flag "we miss you yea?"

the departure of heroes out for war

to those 3 who i am currently keeping close to heart

who am i speaking of you may wonder?


obviously none other than the very "kheng" kheng wei hehn, the one who's photo will always stay beside mine in the 05' magazine as my mister smkbu konon-nya "soulmate". and yes, i still owe you cabonara hehn. hopefully i'll be seeing u next year. so why do engineers need that many highlighters huh?

and of course hann, who jz left recently and whom i am missing very very badly. no more nighters sms-es as what it would usually be and dozing off-ness; but frequent midnight tears instead. every song i listen to or jz little little things around me which remind me of you make my heart crumble into hurtful minute pieces. honestly, hann leaving to england has hugely affected me deep down and the feeling's tough to recover from. but i know you'll do swell there mister =] so many things i could've said during ur departure but the words just couldn't come. it felt like breaking up with someone u really needed around once again...

*** ok enuff emo-ness before i tear once more ***


and thirdly, to jiaaaaaanwei "without a spacing" i offer you this plate of lip-smacking, spectacles condensing steamy hot plate of nasi lemak. i know ur probably tempted to strangle me this instance cuz that's what u soooo crave now "a spoonful/mouthful of home" rather than ur broiled radish and bull's bladder alongside a plate of blur cheese pudding. but, thats the best i can do okiedokie? so make the best outta it!!! LoLx