QOTD: i fell for you painfully and hard, and i don't want to recover.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

rum at 6.30 in the evening with time after time by quietdrive playing on itunes

wanting to not humiliate myself any further, i have deleted the orginal contents of this post. so to those who have witnessed what it was before, please forgive me. i wasn't right in the head that time.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

5 things found in ma bag
- flat flat flat fading olive green radioactive purse -
- ma mom's N-73 since she doesn't want it back from me -
- bodyshop lip gloss -
- thin tube of moisturizer since im still recovering from my redang sunburns -
- "disturbia" movie ticket stubs -
5 things found in ma purse
- coins -
- my-Kad! student iDs -
- some forgetten lasenza tag -
- some ripcurl card -
- some 4 leafed clover sticker allie gave me -
5 fav things in my room
- my bed of course -
- my newly self decorated wall-
- my new colour changing digital clock -
- accessories collection -
- past birthday gifts -
5 things i've alwiz wanted to do
- get a lip ring -
- a tatoo maybe -
- club!!! -
- travel to all beaches around the globe -
- buy escada: island kiss -
5 things i'm currently into
- the perfect pair o jeans -
- my two black vinyl bags from fila -
- dealing with life itself -
- the mood/colour/digital clock hann got from ipoh for me -
- meeting up with my babes/jocks/peeps from highschool -
5 people ima gonna tag
- ann -
- anne -
- allie -
- funnie -
- leeniepoo -

Thursday, August 16, 2007

mooovie me

went to the movies with the other college gang yesterday: funnie and her darlx jack, other jack, qi-qi hao, watson and jeffrey. met stephie, weng and ern too. disturbia was fanfeckinglytasticly wicked! i wasn't "scared" watson! (who kept on teasing me thru out half of the movie by imitating me, mean ass) not in a horror movie kinda way at least. the movie was full of suspense lerh.. and i admit, i was really sinking into my seat wasn't i? with both my fist under my eyes. hehe! what to do?! kan cheong ma!!! well, after all the movie watching, i would have to say that Transformers and Disturbia tops my list. both movies starred the very very talented Shia LaBeouf and yes guys, keep your pants on, two hawtelicious chicks: shirt-lifting-waist-bare-ing Megan Fox and hot-shot Sarah Roemer and most importantly a kick-ass story line.

back when.. owhkay... let's not go there..

TIME MAGAZINE's scrappy kid next door NOW, and i think he's really hawt =] i really like the fact that he ain't your everyday kind of american male actor with the gorgeous eyes hunking bod charming accent etc (u noe, that pretty boy package: freddie prinze jr, chad michael murray) as curious as i am, so many people have been sooo interested in why i ain't got "another-half" and what my ideal guy would be. well, i point at shia and the roles he play in these two movies. not ego-istic, goofy but still hawt at the same time, not scrawnyly thin-if possible, hell funny and shyly stumbles at times etc etc, you know? that package! not the "oh im so hot and all the girls want me, is my hair ok? watch me shoot this 3 pointer baby! me me ME!!! etc. etc." well now u know my taste and these guys don't have to look like channing tatum for me to think that their hot. so i rest my case, shia's hawt and he deserves a place before channing tatum in my list *smirks*

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

gone to the land of fick dich-ness !!!

topmost: second from the left, that's ken-san!!!

ken on the right with his partner in crime, chicken-fry foong on the last day of secondary school (the good times!)

to germany he has gone for his 5 months culinary arts industrial training. i duuno when you'll read this ken-san but all the best and good luck there making sausages!!! muah-hahaha~ maison maison maison shishaaa!!! or else i got nobody else to teman me cuz ann's much too 'innocent' !!! see ya in january mister !!! " sai choy" misses you and we do too, ROPE!!! takey care~

Friday, August 10, 2007

taGGed for the third [ no music, no life ]

i was taGGed to do to this loong time ago and i only remembered it when i read ken's blog the other day, so here it goes! p.s. i did not cheat! shuffle-d all the way!
How are you feeling today?
Way back into love – hugh grant feat haley bennett

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
enough said...

Will you get far in life?
Miss Murder – AFI
What's the hook, the twist within this verbose mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it
that the ghost you love, your ray of light will fizzle out
Without hope, hope. We're the empty set just floating through wrapped, in skin,
Ever searching for what we were promised
Reaching for that golden ring we'd never let go...
who would ever let us put our filthy hands upon it?
yes i guess so, i'd be searching for promises kept wouldn't i? whether to myself or others

What is your best friend’s theme song?
I’m with you- avril lavigne
im looking for a place
searching for a face
is there anybody here i know
cause nothing's going right
and everything's a mess
and no one likes to be alone
i won't let you be aloone, i'll be there for you.. [bb4L]

What is the story of your life?
Drift away – magnetic north
Let me drift away, reminiscing the days I miss
listening to hits played on 92 and 106,
sitting in my room, hearing the tunes, of 2pac,
bone and biggy be blaring from my puny boom box
From the crossroads, to juicy, to life goes on,
I used to rock, the fugees, the old skool songs.
like regulate, my favorite from warren and nate,
I was always saving up all my money so I can blow it on tapes.
Cuz after school, I would walk straight to the record shop,
and walk through every section stopping at hip hop.
just ta find a song to buy to bring back home, so
I can sing along, when I feel lonesome.
each and every word in this lyrics potrays it all very well

What was high school like?
After all this time – simon webbe
Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of their pride, pride
Learning to barely feel the pain
Thicker the skin the less the strain
And though it's really hurting
She ain't breaking, breaking, breaking
'Cause she's loving him still, after all this time
well, yea... thru the whole of F5. but i've kept that behind me now.

How can you get ahead in life?
Because of you – neyo
Want to but I can't help it.
I love the way it feels.
This got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real.
I need it when I want it.
I want it when I don't.
Tell myself I'd stop everyday,
Knowing that I won't
I've got a problem and I.
Even if I did, I don't know if i would quit
But I doubt it. I'm,
Taken by the thought of it
And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction.
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move...but I like it
having you (still an unknown) as my catalyst to keep me going ;p

What’s the best thing about your friends?
Beautiful place – good charlotte
We live in a beautiful place
Let love take away all this pain
We live in a beautiful place
We wasted so many days
Our hearts are as dark as the rain
We live in a beautiful place
they're all beautiful people, each and every single soul

Describe your grandparents.
Illusion-benny benassi
Sometimes I wonder why we have no limits
Everything we do is timed, just find out who we are
we wont stop playing, the special game of love
and when we get together the time is running
I'll be your dream that you'll remember over and over
i miss you grandma =/ sadly life is timied and i can only see you in my dreams, nothing but an illusion

How’s your life going?
I don’t love you – my chemical romance
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
I don't love you
Like I loved you
well, yea...

What song will they play at your funeral?
Move your body – nina sky feat jabba
Whoo (you feelin' it now)
Take it slow
Turn me on
Club gets warmer
Body moves closer
One with the rhythm
Don't stop moving
You're making me
no sad faces at my funeral plx! dance people! shake that thang and i'll be grooving in my coffin, ah-ha!!!

Will you have a happy life?
Lay your hands – simon webbe
(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me
when you (still an unknown person) are here, it's all that matters and i'll be fine =]

What do your friends really think of you?
Move along – all american rejects
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
forever asking me to move on! yes yes people, i have. LoL-ness

Do people secretly lust after you?
Way away – yellowcard

You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid
if there are, i'm not letting you ruin my life and keep me on the run. (no sickos plx!)

How can you make yourself happy?
Hold my hand- new found glory
The way your hair swings over your eyes
The way your words keep me in a line
I'm telling you for the very last time
You better know
The way your words keep me in a line
I know what I'm here for
Waking up to the green of your eyes
It's something I'll get used to
So hold my hand
by thinking of a perfect day with you and your hand in mine (with a currently unknown person and his hand) hehe..

What should you do with your life?
Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Never knowing you weren't going to be coming down alive
But you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed
BELIEVE!!! and have faith

Will you ever have children?
Walking on sunshine- aly and aj
I used to think maybe you love me, I know that it's true
And I don't wanna spend all of my life just waiting for you
I don't want you back for the weekend, not back for a day
Baby I just want you back and I want you to stay
I'm walking on sunshine (whoa oh)
And don't it feel good (HEY!)
I’m walking on sunshine
sunshine equals good things, so hell yea ;]

What song would you strip to?
Sleeping with the lights on – Busted

I see the sight, with a different light,
Words cannot describe the way I'm feeling,
'Cause I've been searching in my head,
For the words I thought she'd said,
For too long.
I feel her (him?). Slipping through my fingers.
hmmmm.... interesting..

What does your mum think of you?
Obsession – Frankie J
Hold up wait a minute baby you so damn independent
Loving everything your representing
Got alot of money, I love to spend it
And thats whats up and I dont care what people scream
You're my blessin when I'm stressin
My superfly beauty queen
I'm gonna keep it saucy
Cuz my money know how I do, we go rendez-vous, mi corazon belongs to you

What is your deep dark secret?
Way I are – timbaland feat keri hilson and D.O.E.
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
(I'm about to strip and I'm well equiped
Can you handle me the way I are?)
I don't need the G's or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
nice plx!!! good girl gone bad?

What is you mortal enemy’s theme song?
It ends tonight – all american rejects
Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know
When darkness stands to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
you mess with me? no cabonara for you tonight!

What’s your personality like?
Show me the money – petey pablo
Cant nobody do it like I do it,
when I do it, dog I do it
Show off that body you got
You got that dance floor so hot
You workin that, You twerkin that
You checkin that, like a clock
can't nobody do it like i do it---- settled.

What song will be played at your wedding?
Everything – michael buble
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
oh hella nice song to play at my wedding wei !!! hehe...