QOTD: i fell for you painfully and hard, and i don't want to recover.

Friday, March 30, 2007

reminiscences of . . .

i jz finished watching a few short clips of John Tucker Must Die on youtube and in the movie there was a part where John Tucker (Jesse MetClafe) gave his watch to Kate (Brittany Snow) as a symbol of their relationship. and instantly, that took me back to 3 years ago where something almost similar did happen and it was when things were going swell before the big break. neeways, cuz i'm emo-ing now, here's a tribute to what used to be the greatest thing.

all the moments i've shared with thee shall be treasured with the memories of shmily

cookie mourn-ster vs famous amos

cookie mourn-ster wins!!!
my bestest best batch of choc chip and chunks with a medley of mixed nuts, ever made!!!

curly whirly swirly twirly


after... ack!!! curls go bye bye...

well, yea..... that's basically it =]

Thursday, March 29, 2007

out with the not so bad, and in with the new

IELTS results accomplished. Thabang won for pre-Uni president. Compskills1 and 2 results achieved. eLing’s bday bash will be something to marvel at in years to come. So basically, everything’s DONE! semester break has come to an end... well, what can one expect out of 2 short weeks of break?! but at least one semester’s done for me and I’ve got 3 more hell semesters left to conquer. xu's now left addicted to foos-ing and Amir van buren by tiesto. owhkay, let's get to the chase of entering a new semester! lecturers of course! something for most students to "bitch"/talk about (depends on the lecturer you see, so no names will be mentioned for personal security and so that no marks will be affected, just in case).

boredom!!! seriously, BORE-DOOM!!! 3rd lesson of the week now and what are we focused on? Lab RULEs... i mean like, we're all science students for goodness sake, it's at the tip of our fingertips to know the rules, so get the syllabus already. time waits for no man!!!

at least we have already started our syllabus, so it's all good. thankfully!!!

omg, the lecturer's a nightmare!!! devil's messenger from six feet under who talks to the projector continuously, smiles at one's self and snaps at others for no reason at all. trust me, we're all in for a hellbound semester. her teaching's fine i guess, but i dunno how tough the exams are gonna be cuz she still refers to the spm book for sample questions...

miss santha zachariah!!! an aficionado in english, i so respect her!!! *salutes* one of the subjects that i shan't abhor =] i realised something really really interesting bout her pointers on what one should do to master the language of Shakespeare and Milton cuz it makes sense if you were to apply it to life, instead of english.
take risks!
that is so how our mentality should be set. hell,we gotta live life to its fullest no matter what. cuz whether you like it or not, your life is in the palm of your own hands so make the best outta it. so who's gonna join me for wide river rafting and reverse bungee next week?!!
as cliche as this might sound. practise makes perfect, that's it. no questions asked. no answers needed.
develop general knowledge.
haha! duHH! hello?! you can't walk around in the world today like some cuckoo bird. so pick up that book called life today and read on.
maturity of thought.
everyone wants respect. true? so earn that respect. stop crying and whinning like some baby and pick yourself up together. start knowing where to throw your rubbish instead of letting one clean up after you. so be mature y'all, physically and mentally. shit does happen, so deal with it!

PriNcipLe of MaNaGeMent
Miss Deebha!!! enough said isn't it?!!! i love her too!!! so looking forward to lessons with a tinge of sociology, a dash of philosophy and specks of anthropology. wicked awesome! and also how to manage with "what if-s", "do i-s", "should i-s" of life and how one should deal with their future bosses and future fellow co-workers. hehe...

bye peeps that's all for today, late for chem!!! so late!!!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

the after partay....

after cleaning up our act/mess at eLing's house, we headed to 7eleven to get a drink. after times of hearing "her majesty" saying that beer's nice, i decided to give a bottle of Heineken a chance. next, we crashed back into her car (with ann and i in her crv's boot) and made our way to the bu7 bmx track and sat on damp swings.. then i took my first taste of beer and it sucked!!! gosh... it was like pouring down a potful of tasteless barley water down my throat!! !! !! then chin foong "taught" me the proper way to drink which was by continuously gulping it down, so i decided to give it another try but NAHH... it still sucked jz the same... i'll stick to cocktails and remys, thank you!!! we then, relocated to RASTAs in TTDI where i, Lim Xuyen... properly shisa-ed after a few lessons from chinfoong, shu li and bev... i beer-ed and shisha in one night ;p ah-ha!!!

my shisha si fu and likky =]

we love you foosa !! !! !! [bb4L]

a week ago, su-ann and i decided to have a suprise bday bash for our best babe, eLiNG who honestly deserves it. after a few sleepless nights with plans running through our tired minds and hectic days of being haunted with the name "eLiNG" in our heads, the day finally arrived, 21 March 2007. so here it all goes: left our hideout (sue yen's house) after eling and her mom (whom we pakat-ed with to get eling) went for dinner, retrieved eling's house keys from her postbox and entered her house. the candles and flower petals themed decorations went up thanks to the two party planners [su-ann and i, contact us if u ever need a party planned] and lik yung, the deserts were ready (thanks likky for helping me whip the zabaglionne sauce till it tripled its volume while i arranged the fruits) and the cake was in place.

her majesty's walk way

her majesty's candle piece by yours truly

too soon, eling's mom called to say that they were on their way back! su-ann and i were all panicky "how, how, HOW?! everyone's not here yet!!!" luckily she said that she could stall eling for about only half-an-hour max, so we started calling everyone including jimfoong, shu li, bev, claire, sue yen and pen (who arrived much later) and i had to rush to call eling's someone special who had lotsa direction problems and mistakened mutiara damansara for bandar utama.... soon enough eLing came back and we gave her the suprise of her life. hehe... honestly, you've soooooo so so gotta be there to experience her stoned face which is totally PRICELESS!!!! ;p

her "stunned faced" royale majesty on the run way who's shock lasted like forever..

think that the suprise ended there? haha, think again!!! the next suprise we got planned for her was to get Jessel (eLiNG's special somebody) to come in with the cake and well... i admit, that was the best part of the suprise bash and hahahahhahahaha we got to see eLiNG stunned again.... i hope you enjoyed that part the most babe!!! two fantastically fabulous party planners, great friends, a successful suprise bash, an awesome guy and the one and only bestest best cake in the universe.

she shocked again!!! LoLx, i'll never get tired of her face!!! and her Jessel !!!

the cake of all dreams [at the beginning]

we dug in and chin foong clawed, into the dream cake

* * ~ [bb4L] ~ * *

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

happy bird-day eLiNG foosa!!!

*look.....BIRD* eLiNG, happy birthday guRL! thanks for being such an awesome-tastic-cally L A M E fabulous best babe of mine! you'll alwiz be my respectful vodka switching si fu and my 02jam addiction catalyst! not forgetting the fact that you're my basketball kaki and one more thing babe, you're scar-ed for life. why you ask?! because you're an official member of [bb4L]Inc and well... thats for LIFE. lastly babe, you're everything to me but my driver ok? i noe u fetch me around a lot but it's for a reason, i don't wanna endanger life forms on Earth. but i promise you, the day will come where i'll be fetching you out for a mamak-ing session at Mosin. enjoy this day babe, huGz!

xu "hearts" eLiNG <3

Monday, March 19, 2007


Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

clean, self revealing, open, organized, outgoing, social, enjoys leadership and managing others, dominant, makes friends easily, does not like to be alone, assertive, hard working, finisher, optimistic, positive, likes to stand out, likes large parties, respects authority, practical, high self esteem, perfectionist, dislikes chaos, busy, not familiar with the dark side of life, controlling, high self control, traditional, tough, likes to fit in, conforming, brutally honest, takes precautions

the second chapter

it has been said
although no words were needed

to learn from the mistakes
for it is more than just too late

caught in this agony
as it leapt from soul to soul

sugar coated gifts
chocolate covered words
and secret codes passed

the enemy of one's heart
i must go on, i must get away

Saturday, March 17, 2007

days of our lives (me, myself and i)

15th March 07 : Thursday
my very first girl's night out turned out to be a HUGE disappointment. the company was well...cosy... not the average hoo-ha gila gila crazy-ish fun crowd for it only consisted of pen and eling (please note that u babes were great but honestly, the night needed much much much more noise and energy, true?) Sanctuary was a real let down, waiter and waitress in really really gay uniforms (like Gla said, curtain fitting-ish), the service sucked, the music was crap and there isn't much to shout about for their drinks. worse still, there wasn't any official space to dance and i was fecking psyched bout going dancing yesterday!!! next, since Laundry was packed, we headed to Heaven, but as club-ish as the name might sound, Heaven was jz a regular mellow hangout place where young local talents perform there functioning as a source of entertainment. me still feeling depressed bout not being able to dance, had managed to enjoy the last hour of my cinderella curfew, mamak-ing, one of malaysia's favourite national past-time with my babes. maggi goreng dreaming...
ps: eling i can't tell you how proud and over-joyed i am for you *winks*

16th March 07 : Friday
For me, the worst way to start the day would have to be playing a terribly screwed up game of basketball (other than being lectured that is). then, i had to miss a [bb4L]Inc luncheon at OU due to the demandingness of my demanding lady boss. oh well, shit happens.....

17th March 07 : TODAY!!!
Like i said before, an input of a good bball game results an awesome day! not even the rain took me down =] i ran, played and cycled in the rain!!! hehe... *squeals* first, i would like to welcome a new member to MY highcshool catch-up gang, D. 3 might be a crowd but 4s even better! the more the merrier the bigger the better rite?! haha ;p and mind you, i'm not referring to anything else *tsk tsk tsk* had a nice lunch at Jack's Place. heavenly wild mushroom soup, grilled fish fillet accompanied with a medley of veggies, vanilla ice-cream (Gla, no choosing flavours!) , a cuppa tea and an awesomelicious lips smacking range of juicy chat topics. twas a wicked lunch! college friends are college friends, but high schoolmates are for life. grace, gla and D, thanks for a fantabulous afternoon filled with nelly furtado bangs, vinyl-like wedges, promiscious gossips *smirks!* and laughter. Muahzz y'all~~~~

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

the beginning of an end

like i said, the beginning of an end! mind boggling isn't it? imagine what words can do to one? there's a Jap proverb which i've once seen on one of the JU editions but i can't remember which edition, "One kind word can warm three winter months". Now that you've heard the Japanese version, here's mine, "One word which comes out from your mouth at the wrong time for the wrong reasons, makes one burn in hell for eternity". thank you, can i have my literature-Nobel prize-like trophy now?

sarcasm kills, so watch it biaatch, you ain't all that

ala italiano mie l'amoure

fussilli accompanied with mixed vegetable
classic Tuscan pappa con pomodoro with fresh tomato, leek and bread
chicken with tomato and rosemary sauce accompanied with fettuchini and zucchini
a medley of fruits under a caramalized layer of zabaglione sauce

two thumbs up for czetrine and her team for the magnificiently scrumptious lunch at Windows, KDU. there's no other way that i can think of, of how to end the semester. eLing, we should go for more of this kinda thingy, it's so worth the money! (minus the fact that it was kinda awkward with the candlelight and all, eeeyeeerrr.. )RM15.00 for all of that! the dessert uhhh... gosh... got us craving for more!!! *yummy*licks and smacks lips*

Sunday, March 11, 2007


owh baybeh!!! ima done with IELTS!!! *dances around in circles* lalalalala.... BAND 7.5 (or above) come to me!!! and ms Mary-J, ima gonna miss ya to bits, but no worries, you can still have me for, say bout 15 more wonderful months =p really gonna miss IELTS classes... my botswanian homies y'all *SoBs* neeways, i jz found out today that my grandpa loves and i really mean LOVE french fries!!! gosh!!! he was like not stop hogging all the fries today. sorry kongkong, but it's true!!!! forgive me =] hehehe.... and my dad's heartless really, said it out loud that i'll have the cold McDees chicken foldover and he'll have the warmer one -_- i mean jz give and dun say anything LARH, wouldn't that be much better?! guys will be guys, so i'll rest my case. Finito! got compskills 2 and 1 to study for now... lazy... jz came online to pass sonny stuff... this is xu signing out!

Friday, March 09, 2007

thaBanG for president of the pre-U dept

as i entered the door of the cool white-washed walls of class 3.04, here i am at the last lesson for IELTS. honestly, over-joyed i am not! being a complete contrast to the walls were my new Botswanian friends, the funniest most out-going spontaneous group of international students at KDU: Thabang, Carol, SB and Shadow. neeways, thabang (which i like referring to as "Tha Bang") ran for president today and i've got a good feeling that he's gonna get it cuz he's got all his Botswana homies there to vote for him and a majority of the crowd were cheering for him. plus, the other candidates excluding William from foundation of Science (who's also from my IELTS class and is small in size really for a guy at 18, but has an awesome attitude and he's so adorable!) didn't seem to stand out at all. *sorry gurls but you four jz ain't got the "wow" factor, so none of you are getting my vote* all in all, results will be out on monday so best of luck and may the theory go Bang!!! ;p
btw, i got IELTS FINALS tomorrow !!! *shivers with nervousness* YIKES !!!

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go,whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root, and the bud of the bud, and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
*a poem by E.E.Cummings*
blog baby, i'm back once more to you ;p